Tuesday, 3 July 2007

Our First Born

These days, most of the blogspots or the fotopages are about one's parents first born. There we are, all eager to share with the rest out there all the sweet & frightening experiences , the 1st achievement of our first born. Rarely do we find such websites ( let me know if there is ) that tell us about not only the 1st born but the 2nd child in the family.

So I wonder. Will this mood or feelings be the same when we have our 2nd child? Like me and like most of parents out there, how I adore my 1st born. You will find me kissing and sniffing my child eventhough she is all sweating , bau machammm! You will find me thinking of can I store my child's unique smell( u may all laugh ok! ) so that I can sniff it again in the next 20 years!

I rarely videotape my child.But when I do, how nice to watch it again and again . Maybe that is why I salute to those parents who are so rajin in snapping photos and videotaping their child's every moves and antics. I dont even have a special album or scrapbook to record and paste pictures of my child's 1st step, 1st word , 1st shoes etc.

So will I be feeling the same thing when I have my 2nd child? I hope and pray , YES! And I will still be taking photos and videotape. But will try harder to make a set of complete album for all my children..

Ada Cinta

Ucapkanlah kasih
Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu

Nyanyikanlah kasih
Senandung kata hatimu
Sebab ku tak sanggup
Mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada dalam renai hujan
Dalam terang bulan juga dalam syahdu sedan
Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta padahal ia terasa
Dalam rindu dendam hening malam cinta terasa ada

A song by Acha & Irwansyah taken from the movie LOVE IS CINTA. Yeah, I'm a sicko of love theme movies.. From Sleepless in Seatle, Nothing Hill, You've got Mail to Chinese Movies such as City of Glass. I dont mind wathing these movies over and over again. In fact , I used to be able to recall the lines in the movies..But now, I seldom got to do all these things.Not like when I was single mingle la..